Doubt & feeling strange otherwise

I have this relationship

not sure how I acquired it

initially, I thought I came by it honestly, but doubt creeps in.

Odd how Tyler resigned himself to this relationship. I wonder if I am interchangeable, irrelevant, or otherwise a placeholder female. 

I’ll be another woman he once thought he’d marry, but doesn’t really care is gone. 

Those little daggers of thoughts stab at my happiness. I can get over anything. You know me; I try to stay ready. 

I’ll try to forgive myself for being so stupid as to almost believe. 


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